Outlining who I want to be is simple: the sweet demeanor, the wise listener, the creative crafter, the dependable friend, the strong negotiator, the ideal lover--I want to be soft in temper and quick to understand. Taking all these aspects and molding them into part of my character is an ongoing process. Character: what does that word mean to anyone, anymore? A simple romantic notion held by myself, believing fully in life's choices. Having the option of deciding who I want to be... In a way, it is my identifier: the ability to change, to grow, to reform myself. So it is this time that I choose to bend and angle the frame into the best design to keep on soaring. This may take a couple rough drafts.
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Once my wings were simply an extension of who I am. Somewhere along the way, I lost them. How does one loose their wings? By falling. After this spiraling stumble, I feel the need to invent a new form of flying: welcome to the making of my Papiermâché Wings.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Thursday, October 28, 2010
To Rewrite Me
OCTOBER 25, 2010
Time. Is there ever enough of it? Every moment I sense it slipping by, and my life is becoming a list of things I should have done. Should have organized college sooner. Should have remembered to study for that map quiz. Should have written those letters I planned on--they would have been important to someone. Should have finished cleaning yesterday. Should have prayed before bed. Once again, I have that feeling of falling behind, and I know it is time for a change. But where do I begin, when it comes to rewriting my ways?
Time. Is there ever enough of it? Every moment I sense it slipping by, and my life is becoming a list of things I should have done. Should have organized college sooner. Should have remembered to study for that map quiz. Should have written those letters I planned on--they would have been important to someone. Should have finished cleaning yesterday. Should have prayed before bed. Once again, I have that feeling of falling behind, and I know it is time for a change. But where do I begin, when it comes to rewriting my ways?
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